Thursday 4 April 2013

A Missive from Unknown!!

In 2K05 during the month of May, I started perusing for my tenth grade unfeignedly. My preparation was perturbed by the postman's cycle bell, to receive an inland letter from him. That time, receiving an inland letter was quite unusual. Unexpectedly, it was addressed to me. I was flabbergasted to perceive that the letter was from 'abcdef'... Guessed it was from some kindergarten tiddler.

Astonished by the sender's name, my inquisitiveness was blazed at that moment to open and read the content of the missive. I unsealed the letter and started reading it. Since it happened years ago, I don't remember the content of the missive now but can reminisce two things in it. Firstly, the wretched grammar and gruesome usage of english words(I have dropped a line about the second thing later in my post).

                As I proceeded reading, I realized that it was not only a letter but a love letter. A letter that too a love letter from an unknown(he he.. no confusion great combination). Guess that was my first and last love letter.

               The latter thing I can hark back is...The letter included one of my classmate's name (a boy), to contact him for further details and two contact numbers written within braces that: they are not original numbers(I don't know why the hell he wrote those numbers.. He he confuse panna thaan). After reading it, I was overwhelmed (Aaawww.. nambhala oruthan love panran). And was perplexed what to do next...the intellect in me started musing over versatile thoughts about the next task to be scheduled as a CPU scheduler does!!

Show it to my dad who is right now with me (My inner mind told don't you have any nous).

Next, why not go to my crony's place and hash out about the letter(Not a bad idea though).

Ultimately, the unparalleled thought that stroke me was to show it to my mom (Who is my best buddy and well wisher ever) in the eventide after she is back home from office. I graded my last idea to be the better one. So I myself adjudicated the issue to show it to my mom.

In the eve, generally my dad goes to pick up her from the Bus stop. But I voluntarily told my dad that I will bring her back home. I showed the letter to her right in the bus stop itself. I can think back that she gave a coup d'oeil ( A word derived from french, which means glance) of the first 4 to 5 lines and she tore it into pieces there itself. To my surprise, I was wondering why this idea of crushing it didn't strike me in the morning.
My mom told  "Idiot... You had this letter right from morning... Why didn't you hurl it when you read it at once.. Stupid girl..."
Myself  "errr... I didn't know what to do with it" (May be since it was my first experience with an unknown love letter).
After a couple of months, I was made to instruct one of my classmate(whose name was mentioned in the letter, what a coincidence) regarding science exam. When I was making him learn, narrated the whole story and empathized that his name was mentioned in the letter.
He questioned me from where I received the letter.
I never thought for an answer before for that question and twaddled that I got a line of it from my school bag. ( he he don't know why I mystified him on the story).
He was pondering over it a little while...
I still could not breakthrough of that unknown bloke. I never mind even for an unknown love letter( Honestly, I don't have any kind of chafe on him). But I can never forget him for mangling english that way. End of me and my unknown love letter!! Thanks for reading the "Mottai Kaduthasi" :).

Tuesday 2 April 2013

Web technology Kanchana??

The moment people glance this title, the movie freak outs will think Kanchana, the famous horror movie in tamil. And the computer freaks out will think Web technology, a final year paper for CS and IT( which i hate personally).
What if ghost kanchana writing a Web Tech code in java??
ok ok, cool stop your imagination.. the story of mine is not about it. it is the adventure of three friends (which includes me) in college final year. The ultimate victim was me, that is why am here sharing my experience with you folks.

One day in my lab while preparing for lab exam, my class representative “noon lab test got cancelled"(kanna laddu thinna asaiya). So myself and my two friends planned for a movie.( kanna rendavathu laddu thinna asaiya moment it was).
We started according to our plan. We didn’t have our lunch, because getting the ticket was high priority. We got only 50 rupees ticket :(.
Movie was over, enjoyed, came back to hostel and got settled as if we attended the classes.
(Inimel thaan terror eh starting) i was having my supper with my classmate, telling about the movie eating curd rice.
I told "lab test ila, athaan movie ku poga mudunchuthu"
My classmate told relaxed "lab test was conducted today".
That one minute heart attack moment- Omg what the hell!!! That’s it... I felt the curd rice coming out of mouth and the remaining rice was also not going in, butterflies in the stomach, heads rotating like enthiran. All messed up... So many discombobulations. I didn't know for which problem should i worry because there were two.

My dilemma kit (mind) started working then,

One, when to write my test, how to get permission, whom to approach, will i get through this( all WH questions in
my mind).

Two, i thought of skipping next week lab class for visiting my parents and booked the tickets.So what happens if the test is conducted in that lab class(Already booking a train ticket in irctc is a big achievement). "Mappu vachutanta aapu" moment it was!! Tears rolling down my eyes sitting in the mess.
Next day we met our class tutor and got permission for writing the exam the same week(apada thappuchanda sekar).
We met our respective subject faculty(ethana pera thaan samalikarthu)
Madam told"we can have the test next week itself" (Very good).
My cousin brother was my Almighty That time.He somehow got me a Tatkal ticket for return journey and finally i wrote the exam as per schedule. I never thought i would go to Chennai and visit my parents, thought of cancelling my trip due to exam. Thanks to my sweet brother!!

P.s: Since I never hide things to my mom, i told her recently in detail about this incident and burst out with laugh(which was like a nightmare to overcome). Now i laugh at my past he he :P. if i would not have skipped that one lab class, there would have been no confusion at all. But i might have missed sharing this incident to you guys, thanks for reading!!

Saturday 30 March 2013

My first suicide attempt!!


I was 3 years old ,who always meddling with my things ,obviously a mischievous tiddler... :)

Since both my parents are working, my mom employed a nanny. I was cosseted by her during my mom's working hour. I usually keep her occupied with by toddling.

One fine day, my mom as usual started to the office, put on the vicks vaporub,
(Hope you guys know about vicks vaporub used as a remedy for cold and cough but It was a plaything for me in my childhood. My mom's family was so addicted to such stuffs like vicks, axe oil, tiger balm.. No matter what they possess in their bag, every one of them will surely own an analgetic like this and use it often.)

She placed it on the top of the shelf (so that i can't reach it) and left me to the baby sitter. During my mom’s absence, i started crying to the nanny "antha vicks dappa venum ;(". 

The nanny was affectionate to me(so, she can't see me crying) and so she closed the box tightly and gave it to me.. and She was engaged in some of her work while i was fiddling with my plaything in the living room.

 To ascertain that i am active, nanny would ping me at times as "bharu...bharathi...enna panra blah blah" from the other room. I was wont to reply her back "hmmm" in sweet baby voice :) That was there when the ping-pong method of messaging was invented by us:) 

Since i was so strong even in my childhood(namgellam appovey apadi), i opened the tightly closed box and started eating it( You can't expect a child to know that it was for external use only,condition apply*).

Later, The nanny pinged me "bharu bharu", but no one replied in the sweet voice. She came out and saw me unconscious, half way to the paradise with the toxicant forming a lather out in my mouth. (nurai thup-ping from my mouth he he he)

She was puzzled when she didn't know the reason. Then at once she found that it was due to intake of half box of vicks..
Immediately we visited the doctor and purged out the contents. From then, my parents coodle me with great care so that I don't go for another suicide attempt with detergent or paste he he he :) 
So that was my first attempt to suicide ( as an innocent kid.)

P.s: even now i used to taste a little vicks vaporub to know how it tasted me in childhood!!

Tuesday 26 March 2013

My experiment with google blogger!!

Hey readers, this is my first blog. To be frank,i am not much interested in writing my own experience rather i enjoy reading others blog. Then you people may be perplexed that how come i came up with writing now. It was all due to 2 idiots, including me we are 3 idiots at Sastra University!!
Those two idiots are my best buddies in my PG college, they started writing their blog(due to boredom), so they started inspiring me to write my blog.
They even gave me suggestiongs to write blog on dressing sense, how to make a perfect mix and match outfit, how to buy a eyeliner all that stuffs!! (Since i am interested in such things :))
One day in my lab session...
One of my friend told"hey it is nothing wrong in exhibiting your talent to the people who are interested in it".
Another friend " hey you got a eyeliner recently right, write a blog on that how to buy a good eyeliner".
I was thinking why not write blog on things like this.
I told "if i write blog on beauty tips and dressing sense only girls will be interested in reading it"
Former one said "guys also will enjoy reading it and laugh at it!! anyway you write a combo of your personal experience"
So i opened the blogger page logged in, then thought for my blog name and address. Finally decided with it, i clicked create blog(angathan kathaila oru twist, as in tamil cinemas). It ws creating creating creating... Again i clicked new blog, create blog.. Again creating... Then only i found that the connection was lost!!
I thought"so much hindrance for me to create a blog for myself(sathiya sodanai)."
Then finally i found the app in my phone for blogger, installed it and here i am :) (i feel this app is better than the desktop view, so people try this app). I am done with my first blog. Hope you enjoyed my experiment on blogger.. See you guys with a new post!!